About Izzy

I started to list out my accomplishments and what I’ve done here - but that just isn’t what I’m about.

To be honest, I’ve always been a writer. Stories have shaped my life and I know they have shaped yours. They shape us all.

So I’ll just tell you a story instead of giving you a list.

I grew up learning to make sure nothing I did could upset anyone around me. It was a hard job too.

An explosive and schizophrenic father who medicated himself with alcohol beat my mother and I into submission nearly daily. My mother took the beatings, hid the abuse in shame and lashed out at me for telling - she still does to this day - treating me as the ever present reminder of what he did to her.

My father went on to continue his tirade of abuse, attempting to kill me as a sacrifice in his delusions, passing me around among his sick twisted friends like a call girl they paid for, and ensuring that I’d never know the innocence of childhood. He’d later rob a local bank at gunpoint high on meth- I kid you not.

So when I say I had a lot to heal from - I mean A LOT.

Life kept on dishing out trauma and then when I got older, I re-enacted it to feel safe. I didn’t even know I was doing it. But I was - just like I know you have (maybe even are) too.

It’s a vicious cycle that forced me into abusive relationships, addiction, sex work, homelessness, and self harm - all while running the show at various different healthcare corporations.

I know you know what I mean.

If you’re here, you are a master at masking and enduring too.

So good at it that you may not even know who you are or recognize who you were - like me. I don’t even know the old me was - it’s hard to remember now what she did and why she did it - but then again its not hard at all.

I married and divorced twice - once to a man my mother chose so she would drop a court ordered judgement she had against me when she sued me at age 18. I found out the second man I married was 10 years older than he said was when we were getting our marriage license.

I still married him.

I didn’t even know what a boundary was.

You can imagine what I thought love was.

I knew, the third time I was homeless, that something had to be done.

I don’t know who SHE was that decided I was going to turn this around - but just a few years later, I was her.

I dove head first into healing - started journaling and got a therapist.

That therapist asked me if I had any childhood trauma - I told her no.

That’s how dissociated I was from it all at the beginning.

My truth. My reality. My body.

It’s been over a decade now that I’ve been at this - continuously learning and healing. Learning more and healing more. Diving back in and releasing even more than before. I know the healing spiral well.

And I also know exactly how to make it ever deeper with less upheaval.

I figured out the solution a few years in, which was several years ago now, when I came to Reiki.

Once I left my big wig corporate job I was hiding behind, I started working for myself, consulting and writing content. I loved it - but I noticed something. Every bit of of what I was consulting these business owners on was going inward and focusing on the energy of it.

The energy of the resistance to marketing. The energy behind why they just aren’t motivated to set up that appointment with an accountant. The energy behind the reason they couldn’t raise their prices.

It all came back to their own energy.

I shifted my work to be only about the energy of making a business run.

But that’s not what I wanted to do.

The more I healed - the more I wanted to help people heal - not run a business.

I guess it’s kind of like that age old adage, your pain helps you help others through the same pain.

Everything I was doing was about the energy behind it.

I randomly came across a reiki master who was teaching energy work in some terms that weren’t like anything I had heard before.

She was talking about quantum science - and I loved to nerd out on that.

Energy - quantum - energy - science

I remember the exact moment I thought - how did I not put that together?

Reiki - energy work - quantum

Since then my mission has been clear - to make healing a more intuitive process by focusing on the energy, the subtle body connection, and subtle body hygiene.

The subtle body is where all the energy lives - stuck or flowing.

It’s where the part of you that goes on forever and isn’t bound by space and time lives - because that you is energy too.

It’s the root cause and healing with that at the forefront makes it exactly how I always wanted it to be - more gentle but even deeper.

I’m here to bring that to you.

And I’d be honored to be chosen as part of your journey.

Learn the intuitive healing cycle with me